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I might be single soon..
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I recently told this girl I have strong feelings for her.. I really do, I don’t know if its love or just infatuation. I do have a girlfriend but this girl won’t get out of my head. She’s all I fucking think about. It’s stupid because I have a girlfriend. We’ve been together for a year and a couple months.
But I still have these stupid feelings. I hate myself because I’m doing this to Kenia. I love her but there’s Liz. I don’t know what to do. When I met Liz for the 1st time, I was so fucking nervous. My palms were sweaty, I had butterflies, I felt like throwing up. When I saw her I was stuck. She looked so beautiful and fucking perfect. Then she said hello and hugged me. Those butterflies turned into a tornado in my belly. For days I thought of ways to tell her how I felt and how she made me feel. But I couldn’t do it.. Then there was Chris. He was her boyfriend who treated her like shit and I had to sit and watch. I found a song by Kate Nash called “nicest things” that song was my life in 3 minutes. I was depressed. Then I met Kenia, she was sweet and provided a distraction. We began dating and now we’re happy.. She’s happy. I’m not fully there… It’s not fair to her.. I’m such a dick. I want Liz.. But I can’t have her. Why did I tell her knowing nothing was going to happen? I don’t know.. I dreamt about her last night.. Best dream ever.. Can’t it be real?